Song--"My Anxieties"

My Anxieties
Lyrics by Rik Avalos
Music by Joe Cieplinksi and Rik Avalos
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I shake… 
It’s hard to take… 
Drowning in… 
My fear is telling me to run… 
There’s a need to reconcile with me… 
. 
My anxieties… 
. 
I can’t stay… 
No time to hesitate… 
My faith is failing me… 
And all these faces of you… 
. 
My anxieties… 
. 
Will it be enough...
      Lost in my soul… 
To find myself in me?
      My sanity has left my brain… 
Will I open up...
      And nobody told me why… 
To let you comfort me? 
.
So then I wait for a time… 
To take me back to my life
Finding that life passed me by
I was chained to the fears in my mind… 
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I walk alone… 
    a stranger to my own face
Don’t leave me alone… 
      I’m stronger at my own pace… 
I walk alone… 
      a stranger to my own face
Don’t leave me alone… 
      I’m stronger at my own pace…
I walk alone… 
      a stranger to my own face
Don’t leave me alone… 
.
Will it be enough...
      So much I thought I’d lost… 
To find myself in me?
      Wondering why? 
Will I open up...
      A smile to a rage? 
To let you comfort me… 
. 
Hold me close and let the water flow… 
Hold me close and let the water flow… 
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Sometimes I wonder just where we go from here? 
And when the stars from this night disappear… 
.
Will it be enough...
      A slave to my own lies… 
To find myself in me?
      See the person I had once known
Will I open up....
      Faded pictures on a wall… 
To my anxieties?